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I was never before so helpless. She was leaving me... She was my friend, yeah, she was my only friend... I don't know , whether I will ever find her in this world of changing atmosphere. In the lonely corner of the park , I was waiting her leaving me for ever...
 Can it be possible??
 I could not think what really she wanted from me... a jobless youth of 26years old. She had not even promised  to see me again in future. How could she ever forget me??
 I was in a puzzle.
 Can I ever think a day without her?
 The whole park was slowly becoming terrible for me. I promised - never to come again to this ominous park where my girl friend left me alone...

copy right, Sarojini Pattayat.17/12/2015

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