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Better were the days when I was waiting you for playing doll after school break.With utmost pleasure we were going to the nearby river to look at the fish sleeping under the leaf.With great care I was taking away the leaf and it was amazing for me at that time knowing that fish sleep opening its eyes , still and beautiful.

Better were the days when in college break we meet each other to have tea.In library we gossip a lot about civil service exam and our future.

So simple we were at that time, never hurt each other in our dream also.We were kind to each other , understand each others joys and sorrows.

How the life changed.Now we never get time for little talk or a simple"hello"???

You have already become a shadow of my dream and a story to recall in my leisure; passionate feelings to remain life long.

by sarojini Pattayat.23/07/2013

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