Don't know what makes me to loose confidence. Loosing confidence is  dreadful . Each time self motivation is necessary. You can inspire yourself  ... look outside, go for a walk... listen music... make yourself giggle like a child... its necessary to energize your inner strength.

My sole aim is to be a good writer... a satisfying writer...a voracious reader... Its not at all easy. You have to use your time like money[in reality time is priceless]... because, for us time is only 24hours.

So, I think, I can share more in future date to the world.